A good five months from this space and at times I would ponder on what I'd missed out apart from the hours spent on online-shopping which I had previously enjoyed on before work started in March, passing work probation in the second month and doing something I love. Or so I thought.
It had never crossed my mind on how much we would drift apart due to work ; Never in my life had I ever imagined that joining a close acquaintance in the same workplace would bring more harm than good ; the days pass by and all that long casual talk that we'd enjoyed in the past turned into narcissism and dissolved into nothing more than silence ; the occasional battling of an eyelid ; yet nonetheless still one who would be awake at the weirdest hours of all when I struggle to fall asleep after a stressful day and one that I'd confide in ; we're walking different paths now but I'd still wish that you'd be as carefree as before; the one that I'd once known to be.
我还踮着脚思念 我还任记忆盘旋 我还闭着眼流泪 我还装作无所谓